Tuesday, August 12th, 2025
My dearest beloveds,
Since I last spoke to you all, I must warn you, a lot has changed — to be more precise, I’ve changed. I’ve changed quite a bit actually, since you last saw me. And to those of you who may have known me in the past, if my name change hasn’t already alerted you to some of the changes I’ve been making, well then, let me.
I just came back from a trip, and no, not that kind of trip. This was an inner trip, a profound deep dive into the essence and depths of my very Soul. I had, what I can only call, a Soul Enlightenment. I’ll share more about what that is in future letters, but for now, the most important thing I want to say to you all, to you all who might be afraid of the depths, of what lurks in the depths of your being, that it’s safe to know who you are.
You can trust these words — they stem from one who’s explored her own depths and has returned with treasures untold, ready to share them with the world.
I want to say to you, that it’s safe to go there. After all, to be oneself fully and completely, one must first know who one is. One must first dare to dive into the depths of one’s being, to know what one is made of, beyond the limiting perspectives and narratives we have been fed about ourselves, by a lost world and a lost people.
This world has lost sight of the truth, but I’m here to tell you all and show you all, that it’s safe to embody the deepest and fullest truth of who you are. Oh if you only knew, the truth of who we are ! It’s so beautiful, and so grand. It’s everything you ever thought it would be and more — I’m everything you ever thought I would be and more.
I tell you, truly, the greatest trip you can embark on, is this sacred pilgrimmage into the depths of your Soul. You will emerge from it, a whole new Being, as I have.
Now, I have been told in these waters, that some of you following me, or not following me but still tuning in and listening, would like to know who I really am, at least you’d like to understand me more deeply, what I’m about, what I stand for — you want to know me, so here I am.
But first, I want to make clear the purpose of these letters, and the next ones to come in this similar vein.
I have been called to delve more deeply into my mission as a Leader, as a Creative Communicator and as a Teacher, and part of that calling means connecting with you all — connecting with the Souls I am destined to lead, the Souls I’m here to serve, to teach and mentor. These letters and all that I do are for you, for the ones who are ready, willing and open to receive me and all I long to offer you.
This past year, I have been journeying deeper into my Mission, much deeper than I’ve ever journeyed, and I’ve been met with many spiritual awakenings, that have offered me clarity on the kind of leader that God is calling me to be. The subsequent steps to be taken on my part, to fulfill this Mission I have been tasked with, have become unmistakably clear to me — and so it is with faith and devotion to the Creator and to my Mission that I act.
One of the fundamental pillars of leadership is trust, both in self-leadership and in guiding others — and trust is built, it’s cultivated, it doesn’t spontaneously manifest out of thin air. It’s built by creating rapport between you and another Soul, through the act of generously sharing yourself: your aspirations, the things that make you feel vulnerable and exposed, your hopes, your challenges and all that you are. This is the kind of transparency, openness and vulnerability that I am called to, in order that you may all truly know me at my core. Now whether or not you get me, that’s a different story altogether, but at least I did my part. At least I showed up, can you say the same ?
I am now addressing a specific portion of you. I’m speaking to those of you who are called to leadership. Leaders, you need to be clear on what type of leader you’re called to be. We may be called to the same calling of leadership, but my leadership will not look the same as yours, or even as another leader you may admire. The way the prophets and leaders of old lead, will not look the same in these modern times. The times are different, and these times call for new ideas and new ways of leading. Look at the leaders you admire for inspiration, but do not try to do it their way, but yours.
To be a leader is to be an example of something. What are you called to be an example of ? Who are you called to be, as a leader ? Who are you here to lead, where are you leading them to, and how will you lead your people ? These are questions you will all have to continuously ask yourselves, because as time progresses, you will change, and so may your answers to these questions.
And speaking of change, it’s almost autumn ! I’m reminded of what this time stands for, change, amongst other things. And I know it’s still summer, at least where I am, but I’ve always been a little ahead of the times ‘cause, that’s what teachers do ! As leaders, and as teachers, we are supposed to be ahead of the times, to prepare people for the times, for what’s to come — and Fall is coming.
Fall, amongst other things, is a time to shed all of our former lives, in order that we may evolve to a higher state of consciousness. And I know it can be painful at times, but remember, death is the price we pay for a new life.
I have been doing a lot of this, these past couple of years, a lot changing, a lot of releasing, a lot of dying to my old selves and letting go, and now it’s high time that I acknowledge and celebrate the fruits of my past efforts, and make it clear to myself, and to you all, that I am no longer who I used to be.
And this needs to be said, and let me tell you why.
I know what some, what a lot of people actually, think of me. I’ve heard the lies, I’ve heard the rumors and the desecration of my character. I’ve heard so much about me, I could fill an entire book with all the lies that I’ve heard, but I won’t use my precious time in that way, I’d rather fill this new book with the truth, the truth of who I am.
‘Cause see I’ve been really thinking lately, if that’s really what they think of me, all those who’ve spread lies about me, and all those who’ve believed those lies, then what have I got to lose, really ? I mean here I thought I had something to lose ! All this time, of being afraid of being who I am, of showing who I am, afraid of the judgment, the persecution, the what will they say, what will they think, what will they do, and all this time, they already thought the worst of me — without even knowing me. So tell me, what have I got to lose ?
They ran with the stories about me, without a second thought. They gobbled it up, all too eager to spread and believe the lies about me, but I’m not worried — everyone will receive what they have been giving. They have given me contempt, lies, betrayal and condemnation, and so they shall receive that in return, and when they do, I hope they remember me, and I hope they learn the true price of a lie and how it’s never worth it.
As for me, as for us, I will continue to live as who I am born to be, no matter what is said and continues to be said about me. What can Humanity do to me, that they haven’t already done, a thousand, million, billion, trillion, lifetimes ago ? What can Humanity do to me that I haven’t already overcome ? I can sense that these witch trials of theirs are personal. It’s not about me really, it’s about what I awaken within their depths that they were unaware of, and that they would prefer to stay, unaware of. It’s not about me, really, it’s about what I represent and embody that they cannot stand, because it threatens everything they’ve built their life on.
Truth will do that.
That’s why I will let the truth of who I am speak for itself and be my justice, because truth reveals. Truth illuminates lies and character, naturally, it doesn’t have to try it just does. The truth of who you are will always, naturally, clarify the truth of who someone else is, whether for good or for bad. And in time, the truth of who I am, will reveal, that their opinions of me have been unfounded, shallow and distasteful.
Understand that I address this only because it is necessary, because it is necessary and time that I reclaim my narrative from those who have tried for too long, to write it for me. It’s time to let you all know what time it really is, in other words. I don’t want to say too much though, not before the appointed time has come — to everything a season, even to our love my beloveds, but know this: it is finally my time. The time for truth has come, and with truth comes change — with truth comes justice, a long overdue justice. It’s time for you all to see the truth of who I am.
Now, react to me as you will, that’s your business, but I will illuminate all the lies and shadows within yourselves that you have refused to look at until now. You’ve been fed so many lies, about me, about the state of affairs in our world, about yourselves, that you can no longer discern between lies and truth. The lies, they roll off your tongues like it’s nothing.
So, before we proceed any further, let me clarify the terms of engagement with me now, because this is a new me that you’re addressing, a new me that you’re hearing and that you’re seeing. And I need to make clear, that as we move through these cycles of death and rebirth, through these cycles of transformation where we begin to embody the core essence of who we are, of our Soul, as I have, hence my name change, that there comes a time in our lives, when a declaration of truth, becomes as vital as a demonstration of truth. Meaning, there comes a time when it becomes necessary to articulate these changes to people, not merely exhibit them through changed behavior.
Some can and will have resistance to this new me, as it can be difficult to accept the truth of who someone really is, especially when it contradicts the false image people had of us, nevertheless, what you are now witnessing is the truth of who I am, of who I’ve always been — you just couldn’t see. And in truth, I couldn’t see it before, but now, ever since my Soul Enlightenment, my eyes have been opened, and for the first time in a long time, I see myself clearly — much more clearly than I ever have.
I’ve been understanding on a much deeper level than I ever have, why I’m here, what lessons I signed up to learn, and where I am going. So expect change from me in the coming years. Expect to see new things from me from now on, and expect to see sides of me that have always been there inside of me, but that you’ve never been privy to, until now.
What brought on this new found change, you may ask ? Well it’s been years in the making, but the tipping point was me finally accepting my Soul Mission. After years of running away from this calling of mine, to be a Leader, a Prophet and a Teacher, I’ve finally accepted this, and I’ve finally stepped into the role I was born to play here.
This is my destiny. You are my destiny, my life, my raison d’etre. It is my destiny to lead you and love you my beloveds, and so I look forward to writing more of these letters to you in the future. I look forward, to giving you all intimate glimpses into my world, my Soul and all that I am. I look forward to knowing you and being known by you for who I really am, and not who they said I was.
To know and be known, this is the divine covenant between Souls destined to journey together, and what a journey we have ahead of us. To do my job, and to do it at the level that I’m here to do it at, I need your trust and you need mine. If I am to lead you all towards the Promised Land, if I am to lead with the authority Heaven has bestowed upon me, we must forge a bond of mutual trust so profound, that neither the forces of evil of this world, nor in this Universe, may ever sever — though they may try, and they have and they will continue to try.
Your trust is the soil in which I plant the Divine guidance, given to me to give to you — and my trust, is the rain that nourishes the seeds of Heaven, given to me to plant in you. Now remember, I’ve told you all what time it is, I’ve put you all on notice, now act accordingly — know who you’re speaking to, and know that you’ve got nothing to lose, so don’t be afraid to be who you are.
And know that if you do lose something or someone by stepping into your most authentic self, then ask yourself, was it ever really yours to begin with ? What is lost in this phase was never yours to begin with, so let it go — and if it was yours, it’ll come back to you, but first you have to let it go and set it free to see.
If you’re told to let go, then let go. Don’t hold on, you know better by now. It’s safe to let go of who we’ve been, to be who we are — just a few words I leave with, before the Fall, and just a few words to catch you, when you do fall.
Watch for my future letters in the coming months my beloveds. Until then, keep your eyes firmly fixed upon the vision of Heaven. Don’t get distracted now, because we’ve got a lot of work ahead of us to bring about this New Earth, and I’m just getting started. I love you all, so much.
I am yours now,
Yours completely,
Yours only,
Akacia
P.S: Meet me at the Blue Rose Chapel, during the Fall. Here’s the address:
Where roses bloom in mystic blue
And seekers find their path true blue
Let your Heart carry you through
You who seeks the one true God
A chapel awaits in cerulean grace
For the one who feels out of place
Show your face to know its place
Heed the call, the way will appear