all desires are but shadows reflecting an original desire that is forever unknowable unsatisfiable always, out of reach. shadows cannot be held can't be touched or felt only witnessed, and so it is that I witness my life and the stream of desires I am compelled against my will to chase one after the other one after the never ending chase of desires endless desires when does it stop ? when will I have the strength to end it all ? questions and answers so many questions so little satisfying answers.
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